long lost and dead

hello blog!
the world moved on from blogs to the world Facebook and twitter.
but don't u worry my dear bloggie! :D
imma transform u into a better blog! (and a better name..)
better layout! :D
better posts
better & more interesting pictures(unlike the one below)



better talks
better apps
better memories.

less childishness and drama.
I bet nobody will notice this post until i'm 21. XD
anyways I'll dedicate to the better blog more. like I had when inwas younger to this blog.
:D too much words.

anyways.
NEW BLOG:
COMMING SOON.

I love Jay Park!
박재범 사랑해!
hahaha..
Hype Nation sucess!



can't help falling for him.



gonna give you lots of eye candyy!









ahaha.. meltsss





happy birthday to Jay Park!
and sad good bye to SGMUN!


running in heels.


looooooove Rachael!

happy birthday to:

my sister Stephanie Heng!

apprently it's the only pic I have.






ALSO happy birthday to my fav soshi member!
JESSICA JUNG!

the newspaper people must be crazy to not notice it's a star. ;D



eye candy!
We love sicaaa!




and we love her again!
woooops.. jaebeom fell in. ;D







don't say u don't love her.
you know u love her. ;D




happy birthday to my sis and sica and I think Kenneth too. ;D happy birthday u got less then 20mins left to celebrate!

happy birthday hubbue no 5!

JUNGHYUNG!
saranghae!


happy birthday!

eunhyukkk

happy birthday!
muahaha.. I love u!




Eunhyuk was my longgest k-pop love. muahaha..
and I still love him!


AND in the super junior concert.. he protected dong hae! ommo! dam cute.
and he did the Kara butt dance! lalalallala!
he was flawless..

I will never stop loving this man unless he did something really bad. XD

some eye candy! but dontt fall for him!
"as usual , it's MINE" (exit move) KARA.






ahhhhh.. died. too hot.
ahaha.. HE is the reason why I don't have and don't want a boyfriend now. ;D



이혁재 사랑해!


ahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhah.


I bought this in pavillion on sat and it was VERY expensive.. nearly died.. but it's niceee..



me gene and Brenda bought notebooks for the other 3 and ourselves too!
an I really like the book!
and obviously the least gay book is surayyn's. ;D


byeee!
"lee hyuk jae!"

happy birthday beauties!

happy birthday this week to:

park bom!




and baek ji young!


two awesome singers birthday together in the same week!

;D

when I'm between feelings,

I either buy a beautiful muffin and eat it.

or I'll just stare at the picture..



I don't hate u. ;D that's a 100% truth. and I really love u and don't wanna loose u that's a 100% truth too.
but I'm not.. perfect. I need to explode somewhere other then crying and shouting in school like a bitch (which iam! ;D)
haha.. and my telling-my-emotion-and-exploding person..

let's just said he disspointed me and I need time to miss him again.


I don't know how to face u tomorow.. haha.. hopefully u don't slap me.



JUSTSOYOUKNOWpeople:
I'm as beautiful as everyone else in this world. no matter how black or white. I was born like that. If I had fingers growing off my face I would still call myself beautiful.
because.
I'm proud of myself.
i'm PROUD that GOD made me this way. so if u insult me ur calling GOD a bad artist. (realize I'm black mailing u ;D)
hehe.. well. have a great day f'kers. because I HAD HAD my last cry (I'll cry soon. XD).




Haha.. I wonder what am I gonna tell my children about this.